GET OFF OF MY BACK!

Mom's been riding my back too much lately.

Yesterday I was selfish.
Today: Forgetful.

Forgetful becuase I didn't remember where the rag box was. {It's a dumb thing to remember! It's not a multiplication table for goodness' sake! Why would I devote that to memory?! WHY?!}

Selfish because I said I didn't want to have another party because [and she put words in my mouth] "it would inconvenience me". Well damn, if you had to sit around hearing about all this party crap you would be selfish too! It's annoying as hell and I TRY to be tolorant, but please know that my entire week up until now was fairly unproductive. TODAY I got something done, but again note that she was out of the room. Just saying.

I'm not that selfish. If I was I would ask them to call this whole thing off right now. THAT would be selfish (and crazy), but I haven't. Do you know why? Becuase I've seen how much everyone has put into this event. The whole exercise is to foreign to me and it seems really dumb. I just can't get into it, especially because it involves money. I wanna know just how much we've spent.

Needless to say, when they get here they better be hella excited. LOL~ [Half-Joke.]

~ZB24~

PS> If you don't know who's coming over, good. I meant for it to be written that way. (^_~)

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Listening to: Mika Nakashima - GLAMOROUS SKY

AMAZON~~~ *stab stab*

WHERE THE HELL TO THEY DIG UP THESE OBSCURE ASS PICTURES?

Like, you're looking through the list right and THEN there's some non-matching half-assed picture. that MAY or MAY NOT be what you're ACTUALLY BUYING!!! *slam*

*breath breath*

I have a gift card to use at this website. But, it's a terrible website I must say. Mom orders from them all the damn time, but I don't know how she stands this shitty site.

~ZB24~

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Listening to: alice nine. - Q.

SHOU ME THE PAPER!

Gah~~~

I had to print out Nobou's thank you note today and I couldn't find the paper! I could have had it printed out an hour ago, but mom put it in some obscure spot. *strangles self* IT WAS SO ANNOYING~

I got it printed out though and signed it too. I hope he likes it. The stationary has little plants around the edge. It's Hallmark stationary, if that matters.

Anyway, after I printed it out I logged onto Flickr and printed out three pictures. One of FTI, one of Gackt and one of Shou. I don't know where I'm going to put them yet, but hey! I earned it! [After I printed them out, I logged out, erased my username, and deleted all the Flickr stuff out of the History. I'm bad, I know. What am I going to say, "Hey mom! Look at these sexy J-Rock pictures I printed out!" FTI isn't J-Rock but... ah~ whatever.]

Now I have to do school and it's almost noon. *dies*

~ZB24~

Another Exhusting Day

I am so tired. I want to go to bed right now. (u_u)

I spent all day in the garden pulling dead growth off of strawberries and planting lettuce.

It was windy.

And in addition mom and I got into another argument. Because my "attitude" was not right.

Well look, spending all day outside is not my idea of fun! And I don't know why you think it has to be! It's REALLY hard to someone to be happy about doing something that they don't WANT to be doing. C'mon, give me a break. At least I CAME outside. (<_<) So annoying... I guess in reality she's not THAT bad, but it felt that way to me. So there. Now I'm really tired. I just hope I can sleep in tomorrow. Dealing with PEOPLE makes me EXHAUSTED. PEOPLE = EXHAUSTION

~ZB24~

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Listening to: Mars OST - 零 (Ling) [Zero] - Alan Ke You Lun